i realised there are a lot of things i wish to learn.. wish to do.. but never did have the chance nor time to fulfill these dreamz. sure, i always think about it, but never took action. in the end, i am responsible for not being able to make these wishes come true. but life is so filled with school and work that pleasures and joys are transient and few, easily forgotten. even memories that are significant and meaningful loses its colour after some time, like photographs that fades to yellow. people change from strangers to friends to good friends to best friends, but then best friends fades to good friends, friends, and lastly strangers. it's a cycle, everytime we change environment, be it house / school / class, somehow we lost contact, lost touch as we spend less time with them. it is the same way with God. i feel that i've lost touch..
